margokuz | good evening, good morning. yesterday I was super stressed about a few things at once. today I’m just trying to recover. I worked out, made myself some tea, and listening to calm music. I try to breathe, but sometimes it feels hard… like there’s a lump of tears stuck in my throat. breathe. focus on myself. bring myself back first, then figure out the situations. right? right. breathe. it’s always eternal summer in Thailand, which I love, but still… I can’t help romanticizing the seasons. like, autumn. wow. autumn. that makes me happy. I like that I can create something special for myself with the new season: a fresh notebook for my to-do’s, maybe a new tea flavor, thinking of picking a new candle scent, refreshing my hair color (a new shade of blue lol), and I’ll be updating my pedicure soon too. all of this I tie to autumn. but not in a sad or heavy way. no, not at all. I take the sweetest parts of what I associate with a new season and make it my little new meaning, something to believe in, something to look forward to. kind of like new year. the main thing is: bring myself back to myself. and I am. thank you for being here. *sorry for not replying in DMs today, I still need some time to recover my energy >< #fyp #feet #footfetish #cutefeet #soles #toes #elf #elfgirl #cosplaygirl #animegirl | Fansly