Took this today…Merry Christmas (Eve)! I can’t wait to share..
Published: December 24th 2023, 10:59:56 pm
Took this today…Merry Christmas (Eve)! I can’t wait to share what I am coming up with for 2024. 🎄
To be completely transparent, I have never been a sexually curious person. From the get go, I’ve always been very aware of what *I, myself* liked, and sought out people who meshed with me well.
From 2019-2022, I was in a relationship that I was head over heels in love with, and happy to be in. However, unbeknownst to me, my partner was extremely addicted to porn. This was very traumatizing for me, as due to my limited experience, I wasn’t even aware that people could experience being **THAT** addicted to porn. It was so confusing for me, that I ended up starting an OnlyFans as a way to “take control” over the anxiety the topic(s) made me feel.
All of this to explain why I post so intermittently. I go through periods of time where I feel very nervous about posting, as I have no idea what content to share. I don’t want to constantly post the same things, but I have no idea how to create content that I can make my own, instead of being a carbon copy of what used to cause me a lot of anxiety.
I’m in a period of my life where I’m learning to appreciate the way things make me feel instead of running from them. I’m slowly opening up to various sexual concepts, and finding ways to combine my own wants with **your** expectations.
I’m really grateful for your continued kindness and patience. I want to make fun and sexy content— I want to be flirtatious and coy and make you *blush*..🥵
Share any thoughts you have below. If you read this far…you’re my favorite!!!!!!!!!!! 🥰