Published: August 9th 2025, 6:17:50 pm
hey y'all! figured id give an update on whats been going on.
short version:
im having medical issues involving my reproductive organs and its.. just taken a lot out of me. :,) its been making it really difficult to do my usual stuff let alone make content
long version:
i filmed a custom a while back involving penetration that was very difficult for me to complete. it was super painful for some reason and after, i dealt with some bl3eding. this was abnormal but i brushed it off as i just didnt prep enough and wasnt feeling it. eventually this started to happen during sex as well where id have to stop because of the pain. i kept pushing it off as just not enough prep/foreplay but at one point during sex i tried to push through the pain and eventually had to stop because i felt like i was going to pass out from pain. i was also starting to bl3ed pretty heavily and was getting freaked out. my partner eventually convinced me to go to the doctor. thankfully i was able to get in and see my own doctor and just by a visual, she found cervical ectropion and a small mass on the side of my cervix. this week ive been in and out of the doctors for several tests and i was told i probably wont get any results for a week or two. im pretty nervous especially considering they found a mass, but everyone seemed pretty confident its non-cancerous and i may just need some small operations.
but yeah so ive been really not having a good time with my body lately lol. lots of anxiety :,)