heatheredeffect

Hiiii! So, I have a real question that I need your honest fe..

Published: August 15th 2024, 7:53:36 pm

Hiiii! So, I have a real question that I need your honest feedback to help answer. 🙏 PLEASE, I know it’s long but I really need your help here!!! I am trying to sort out where I am with what I do currently in terms of being sexual here. I have found that what started as a way that made me feel liberated quickly turned into me feeling like my only value I provide is sexual which made me shut down. I do like making artistic content like my MarieMur and some lingerie videos and photosets even. I have definitely pushed my limits a bit or made myself do ASMR when I didn’t want to and that makes me feel like I’m not being authentic. Not that I don’t like ASMR, I do. Ultimately, I like being able to connect with people and ASMR is a way to give some pieces of love and comfort which brings us here… I do want to be able to go back to making content and tell myself that it’s all consensual here and we realize that this isn’t “real” but it’s entertainment and just have boundaries on what I let people say to me. If you like my content, you can buy it and that’s how I know you enjoy it. I love talking to you, but about real life stuff. I want to be a source of love and light in your life and help you along your path to find your happiness within yourself. I am having a hard time seeing how what I do now aligns with that. But, what I do allows me to be in a financial position to easily take care of my 4 🧒🏻 as a single mom and has changed my life in the matrix in a way that I’ve always wanted. I just feel so weird about it all now and looking for reassurance that I am not somehow a bad person that is doing bad things here or holding you back in someway by playing on your sexual desires for my own financial gain. You mean a lot to me. I don’t want to do you or anyone like that so I really appreciate your honesty and thanks for reading! 💗💗💗