Published: June 29th 2025, 6:01:43 am
05.31.25—OOTD—Purple Mood
Disclaimer—gratuitous views really only for the first three minutes, besides some under boob here and there afterwards. I could’ve cut the video and only posted the good views, but there are certain things I don’t like sharing on YouTube or on the more public social platforms.
I know that you have felt it—my pseudo-sabbatical. I’ve been trying to get back to myself. I have zero expectations on any outcomes for anything right now. All I know, is that as long as I’m willing to work, the universe will provide opportunities for me to work/make a living. I know I haven’t been posting the extra views videos, but I like to be passionate about posting those. I don’t like to fake anything. That’s really important to me. I also haven’t really changed my pricing in the whole six years I’ve been doing this. I have only changed the pricing for the vain moments on Patreon just because of how hard it is to make that happen logistically, but that’s it. I believe that I provide a good value. I understand that my content is a little repetitive—and I do understand inflation, supply and demand, and the impact that content leaks have on my bottom line. I get it.
I actually spoke to my boss after making this video, and I understand her reasoning a little better. I’m grateful for our recent communication, and I’m also grateful that although I’m just a factory worker, this is technically my first consulting job. At least that’s how I’m going to treat it. I’m not underqualified. I’m insecure… Imposter syndrome.
Thank you for watching and listening. 💕👩🍳🍰