Published: August 1st 2025, 4:13:07 pm
hi hi folks~ I haven't really posted much these last two months because lets be honest I kind of lost my mind. this year has felt like nothing but emotional + spiritual warfare. everything i thought was solid crumbled the second i leaned on it. i won’t lie, its so draining. to finally have hope for the first time in your life, only to watch that flame get snuffed out again. july especially gutted me. i don’t really know who i am anymore, or what i can handle. i feel like parts of me i thought were permanent just melted into the floor around me. but i’m still here. brushing my hair. lighting an apple pie scented candle. taking tiny sips of water.
Today is the start of a new month though, so I will soldier on
Thank you all for being here