juli.taylor

How many times do we say we want something… and then abandon..

Published: September 23rd 2025, 5:48:08 pm

How many times do we say we want something… and then abandon ourselves along the way?
🤔 Sometimes we say we want to feel calm… to really listen to ourselves… to have a more present connection with our body and sexuality… to feel more vitality… and so on. But often we forget that to truly get what we say we want, old structures need to fall. You want calm… first, everything feels chaotic. Certain habits no longer resonate with that, and life makes them go, to create space for what you really said you wanted.

I don't want to write a huge text, I could talk about this for hours. But lately, I've been prioritizing my studies, my mental health (therapy, reading, being present, and cultivating a healthier inner dialogue), solo breakfasts, quality time with friends, exploring my sexuality on my own, and enrolling in a sexology program to deepen my learning and inner understanding.

You won't see me online 24/7 because now I am faithful to myself, just as I will be faithful to the people who seek something meaningful here: the courage to explore themselves, whether it's through kinks or simply conscious self-touch. I am also faithful to those who choose me here, because they resonate with my soul, not just my physical appearance 🫂

Thank you for reading 🩷 If you made it this far, I invite you to message me “Courage” to unlock a 1:1 chat with me… where we can explore everything you secretly crave. From cheating fantasies, femdom, and fetishes like feet or armpits, to simply escaping the empty, energy-draining world of porn. I'll guide you gently, but firmly, to uncover your deepest desires in a way that's intense, real, and completely YOURS 🩷