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I’m still alive, lol!! I’m not one to share personal life de..

Published: April 22nd 2025, 5:41:25 pm

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I’m still alive, lol!!
I’m not one to share personal life details on here, but I feel like it’s only fair to you guys to know a little bit.

I have been dealing with so many things in my personal life which is why I haven’t been active here. Last year I lost my friend to s****** and I’ve been struggling to cope with the grief. I’ve been decent-ish at masking my grief but sometimes it becomes so overwhelming that I feel like I can’t do anything.

In the process I feel like I’ve neglected my own health and I don’t like looking at myself or looking at past photos. It’s made it really challenging to keep up on here. I’ve been questioning life so much after these events and I’m trying to find purpose in my life so I’ve been traveling and seeing what my next big change might be. I think I am going to move out of the United States. I need a massive change in my daily life like this to move past the grief. There are many reasons for wanting to leave and I’d be here all day if I explained why, but just know that it’s the conclusion that I’ve come to. I think it will be good for me. Since realizing this, I feel like I’ve been able to resume my life to some extent. I have motivation again.

As far as my silence goes— I am sorry for making you worry or feel abandoned, it wasn’t my intent. I feel a lot of shame about everything and I’ve been scared to come back and face disappointment ;-;

Things will resume here but please be patient with me if my presence is still a bit slow. I still have many plans for content on here so please don’t worry!

I hope this life update gives you some kind of explanation to my absence. If you are reading this, thank you for staying with me during this time 🩷 I love all of you guys so much— and I truly mean that. Please take care of yourself and do something kind for yourself and someone today. And please, please pay attention to your mental well-being. I hope you will look forward to seeing more from me soon 🩷🥺

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