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Hi there! I know I just sent this in a mass message but I'd..

Published: May 27th 2023, 9:50:06 am

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Hi there! I know I just sent this in a mass message but I'd still like for this to be left here for posterity as a post, especially since a lot of you are amazing and you ask me for regular updates on my health 💕 After months of being here on and off, different medications, treatments and awful awful side effects, I feel like I might actually be seeing the light at the end of the tunnel for the first time since I got sick in 2019 and you have no idea how happy I am about it 🥳 especially since the emotional, mental and financial burden might lessen a bit. I'm still riddled in debt, so I'm setting up a campaign in this post, in case anyone wants to tip or help out a stressed girl with an iced coffee, but it's totally ok if you don't 😅🩷 Just as a side note, you have no idea how grateful I've been for the support, some of you are truly amazing people and I'm just shocked by how many have stuck by me through all these months 🥹🫰🏻 to the guy that helped me get my meds faster: thanks, I'll never forget you, you kind kind man 😭 --- As I'll be easing back into this I would like to ask a few things of those who are up for it: firstly, please be patient with me, it's been tough, and while the worst seems to be over, I'm still malnourished, anemic and very weak 🥴 This means I sleep a lot, and even though I'm well organized I'm also incredibly forgetful and my attention span is not the greatest (I can't stand up too quick without my b pressure dipping either, but that's beside the point). That'll change soon though, hopefully, since my doc practically made me go on the same 🌱 remedy chemo patients go on for nausea and appetite and it actually does seem to be working, I'm eating decent meals more often 🥦🥪 Secondly, please be kind. I realized recently that the reason I was having a hard time uploading content is the massive 20kg (44lb) weight loss that I went through over the past year while getting my insulin under control. I do feel more like myself now that I look like this, this is what I'd always looked like before, but I started my OF after my weight gain as an effort to make my body feel more "mine" and now I'm a little anxious that no one signed up for the way I look right now. So if you'd like to leave because you signed up for another level of thickness and I'm no longer your type, that's ok and completely understandable. Thank you for being here so long 🫶🏻 I'll be back on a regular schedule from now on, also will be back to posting at least a few times a week and making new solo vids ✨ Howeeeeever, I'll only be making video ratings and no other customs, but I'd still love to do video calls and a little sexting while i get used to it 💖 Thanks for being here and bearing with me, I'm really excited to be back 🥰