🖤 hi guys! Just wanted to make a quick post to let you know ..
Published: May 2nd 2023, 7:56:50 pm
🖤 hi guys! Just wanted to make a quick post to let you know I'm still alive and working hard to get back to making content regularly. Also wanted to touch on some personal stuff, if you don't mind? 👉👈
I've never been quiet about my personal life and I've never wanted any of you, whether it be new fans or old friends, to feel like I would try to treat this like it was just a chore, and not something I love doing, and have a passion for.
So, having said that. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. Which really does explain a lot, both with my content creation and life in general. 😅 I'm aware some people don't consider ADHD to be a tough mental illness to handle, but for me it is, and was almost dehibilitating. I struggle so much with staying on task, keeping a schedule, and remembering deadlines, or just forgetting things altogether. I'm always late, forgetting important appointments, and it made it incredibly hard to function in a "normal" way. I was getting to the point where even my eating snd sleeping was starting to suffer. I realize that is apparent in the ways I post both on here and my other accounts. But! ✨️After my initial diagnosis and further tests, I was placed on medication recently, and it's pretty life changing. I have the spoons to do things now, when before I did not. I'm finishing tasks, starting new projects, and actually starting to veer things in the direction where I can make this, and my other projects, a full time gig, and I'm so excited. I've been working on content menus, a set posting schedule, custom video templates, and more. I'm stoked to see where these next few months take me, both on here and other platforms.
I guess mostly what I'm also trying to get at is...
Thank you, so so much, for all of your patience, support, and kindness while I figure my shit out and even while I didn't post much, or while I was very quiet. Y'all are the most amazing humans honestly and I appreciate you more than you know. 🖤 Love you all dearly, and I hope you stick around to see what's coming~