Published: August 15th 2025, 4:25:01 am
When I started this OnlyFans in 2021...i think. I wanted to show my body in the most real, vulnerable way possible. Just me. No fake tans (can’t naturally tan — I burn), no makeup to hide scars, no makeup to hide tattoos.
Honestly, I thought my TikTok days were done… but a year later, I kind of slipped back in. Back then, I didn’t care about showing my tattoos. I had long, hairy legs, hairy armpits, hairy pubic hair — all on purpose. I wanted people to feel a little uncomfortable. If that made some lose interest, good. If I still made money in the process, even better. Some people don’t care about hair though — it’s been years and some are still subbed.
I don’t keep nude pics of myself on my phone. Ever. Even hidden, it makes me uneasy. I wanted nude shots because clothes hide the fine details — the stretch marks, the way scars fade over time, every little change. I wanted to track my body through the years.
And since the internet is what it is, I thought, why not make an OnlyFans? I could make money while sharing that journey. I also liked the idea of cute lingerie shots — not because I felt sexy (I’ve never felt sexy), but because I wanted to play with the look.
The truth? I never had the space or freedom to do what I really wanted. So most of the photos here are just me messing around, not taking it seriously. And I won’t — not fully — until I have my own place and feel truly free. Right now, I’m not okay. I’m struggling in life.
I’ve never met up with anyone from here. Never made out with anyone in my videos. It’s just me. I won’t involve anyone unless they’re tagged for verification — that’s the rule as I last read it (no clue if it’s changed).
One day, I’d like to involve my husband. Even then, it wouldn’t be explicit. Maybe just a video of him rubbing my thighs while I pull up my tights. But that’s up to him, not me.
So… does that make my content make a little more sense?