Published: August 15th 2025, 7:47:16 am
The other day I was at the masjid... praying again to Allah... trying my hardest to erase the impure thoughts from my mind.
I couldn't do it, it was impossible, Iblis got the better of me. I was fantasizing about the masjid's Qur'an hafiz, Hamza. A strapping youngg Palestinian man. The way he looks at me, even though I know I shouldn't, we both know what we would do if we were together alone, before and after ablution..💦💦
I feel so trapped and yet the exhilaration from this has never been more exciting Alhumdullilah...🥵🕋