Published: May 5th 2025, 8:51:59 pm
I’m not ignoring you—I promise.
I just had surgery, and something unexpected happened…
The stone passed on its own before they even touched me.
And when I woke up from anesthesia, I told the doctor that my soul had lifted out of my body.
I didn’t see my ancestry web—but I felt it.
He told me he’d only ever heard something like that once before—from someone he was doing CPR on.
So now… I’m here. Floating a little. Tender.
My body’s out of pain, but my spirit’s still weaving its way back.
I want to connect with you, truly—but I’m not rushing the words or the return.
I want to be present, not perform.
Thank you for your patience. For feeling me even in the quiet.
I’m still with you. Just gathering myself gently.