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I dream in fragments. In colors. In feelings I haven’t fully..

Published: June 19th 2025, 12:01:58 am

I dream in fragments. In colors. In feelings I haven’t fully lived yet. But they’re there — pulsing under the surface like another heartbeat 🖤

I dream of a studio that smells like incense and fresh ink, where I design in the morning and shoot in the afternoon. A space that’s mine — every corner dripping with mood, with intention. Velvet, concrete, candlelight. A mirror tall enough to see every version of myself, past and present. I don’t want luxury for show. I want depth. Atmosphere. Quiet power.

I dream of a life without filters — no fake smiles, no pretending to be softer than I am. Just me, in all my intensity. I want to create freely, touch boldly, speak without flinching. I want to look in the mirror at 50 and say, “Fuck yes. You lived it all.”

I dream of taking what I’ve built and helping other women build their own fire. Showing them that survival isn’t just something we do — it’s something we transform into beauty, pleasure, and success 🔥

And maybe, just maybe… I dream of someone who doesn’t try to tame me. Who doesn’t want to fix me. Just someone who watches me burn — and chooses to stay close to the flame.