vickyplush
I closed the only dating app I was using trying to find some..
Published: October 19th 2024, 2:01:56 am
I closed the only dating app I was using trying to find someone that met my standards.
To be honest, I have been single for 3 yrs and the more time I am single the more picky I get. I dont have the patience for the dating scene and having the headache of “if he talking to other ladies?”.
I am so focus on getting my shit together and working on becoming a better and more responsible person. And sometimes I catch myself thinking I am enough for someone because I am a gem but then others I catch myself thinking nobody is going to love me with all the chaotic life I have bc I am a work in progress.
I am so simple and so free spirit. I like to have my nails, hair, everything done like a part of my tlc but in real life I have to pay attention too so many things that sometimes I lost interest bc I’m running my house at 100% I dont have someone to rely on I dont have the time sometimes to seat and be pretty.
Then thinking on the dating scene that leads me to having my nails done, hair done, everything done plus working on my business and the delivery plus cleaning the house, do the laundry, cleaning the car, taking the trash out, paying all the bills,… it is exhausting.
I am 40 years never married and I think is going to be that way for who knows when.
Sorry for talking shit I dont talk to people believe it or not. I am super shy. Vicky is just an alter ego living right now in the closet I am enjoying my real me at the moment. To be honest after I got my nail tech license and opened my business I kind of lost interest in doing adult work only when PlumperPass call me. I feel so good not worrying about having to create content every day or whatever.
I’m not saying I am now a nun hahaha bc I still have the spicy side and I will always going to have it but it is nice not to think on working doing something sexual every day bc that is really exhausting and it took me to kind of losing myself in someone I am not. I’m sexy, sensual and all of that but I am not a SW I dont have the hustle I dont have the mentality.
Me as a woman I am sexy and sensual and I love driving men crazy about me but in my way not being a SW. I dont know I never considered myself a SW btw!
Anywaayyyssss, thanks for reading me! I appreciate it!💋